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Hope all is well.

Saw this and wondered...

Is it a sin that I can't help falling in love with you? Ok, totally not worried about the sin part, but more along the lines of is it really that bad that I can't help but love her? I wonder...

Spring, where the hell are you???

Dude, I'm over this snow. I'm tired of seeing all this white everywhere. I'm tired of it being too cold to where I can't wear my flip flops and shorts. I need the sun...STAT!!

Which brings me to a topic of conversation. Moving out of New Jersey, again. We did it once before and tried living in South Carolina. That lasted for a year and a half. When we were down there we missed the hell out of NJ, but now that we're back we can't wait to get the hell out again.

Granted part of our wanting to be back in NJ, was that wife D's mom and nanny passed away and her entire family was telling her that she needed to be back home with her family. That they all needed to be together in a time like this, blah blah blah. Now before you go and say that I'm a heartless bastard for saying blah blah blah, understand that most of those family members are no longer in the picture due to their own stupidity. They treated wife D like shit when she got back here and no they're no longer in the picture. Makes me wonder if we could have survived down in SC, especially since Wife M would have been with us down there. Things that make you go hmmmmmm.

Anyway, there's been talk of us moving again in a few years. Where, we're not sure yet, but we all agree that it needs to be a place that has mild winters. No more of this North East weather that can bring brutal winters. I'd love someplace down south close to the beach, but then you have hurricanes that you have to worry about. You're damned if you do, and damned if you don't. What the hell man!! Course, I think I'd risk a hurricane rather than have to shovel three cars out of a foot of snow, but that's just me.

Anyway, let's see what the next couple of years hold for us. Might sway our decision.

I must just be a boring individual. I got nothing to write about! This weekend was another typical weekend for us. Quiet and spent at the house. I can't wait for Spring to hit so that we can actually go out for drives and enjoy the weather. We're not really winter people in this house, no not at all.

We did have company on Sunday. The only company that we typically have. Technically they're Wife D's cousin and his gf, but at this point I consider them both family. They're really one of the few couples that we all enjoy seeing and spending time with. They always come over, which normally I wouldn't like, but they never overstay their welcome. And, when they do stay for a long time, it's usually because we've told them to stay. Good friends, yes they are.

Quick addendum to my previous post. The person in that post actually sent me pictures of what they purchased and SWEET JESUS!! That's all I'm going to say about that. ;)

Ohhhhh, the visuals!!

You ever have someone tell you something that you INSTANTLY picture as the words are leaving their lips, or as you're reading the text message?? *wink* LOL Dear ME was I pleasantly surprised when someone gave me a wonderful visual last night. She told met that she didn't intend for me to have that reaction and I believe her.

See, we're friends. I've known her for a while and she's come to be a very good friend as far as I'm concerned. But there's a small problem. She's, like, retarded hot. *drool* A while back I got some pictures of her that I still have and look at because I think she's that...retarded hot. LMAO!!

Anyway, she told me she purchased something and it then put some pleasant images in my brain. Still got 'em as a matter of fact. Probably gonna have 'em for a while. I don't mind. Nope, not even a little bit. LMAO.

THANKS!!! :PPPP

The Olympics

What is it about the Olympics that make me a sports nut for two weeks? No matter whether they be the Summer or Winter games, I'm always glued to the TV for the two weeks that they are played. And it's the most bizarre sports that I watch. Curling?? Who watches curling? I do. Interesting sport really. No, really it is.

I think a big part of it is the pride that the athletes have. I can feel their enthusiasm through the TV and it's infectious. It makes me proud to be an American. I'm sure it would have the same effect for any one's home nation. I often wonder and marvel at the idea of being the absolute best in your sport. Period, hands down. You win Olympic gold and you're instantly in a different class. Just how it is.

Who needs a title??

So, I think that the reason that I don't blog as much anymore is because I don't do anything! Now, now don't misconstrue that statement. I'm in no way bored or do I want to go back to work. :D I was merely stating a fact. Gotta do shit in order to have shit to write about right? That's what I thought.

But, here I sit because I'm going to get back into the blogging thing. Partly because it's fun, partly because it's therapeutic. Mostly because I want to finish something that I started damnit! It's too easy to just walk away. I was thinking about that the other day. I'm great at the start, but when it comes to the long haul, I tend to just walk away. Maybe cause my dad did?? Hmmm, guess this is where blogging comes in handy huh? I get shit off my chest and you people are entertained by reading. I like it.

I'm like a cheetah, not by any means in the physical sense. Good for short bursts then in some cases I just get bored. Work was a prime example of that. Granted, I worked for someone that should never have been promoted to a district manager due to her lack of people skills, but after a while my job got boring. It was the same thing over and over again. I can only move the aisle so many times before I snap like a twig and go apeshit. For those that don't know, that's pretty much what happened to me. What we at the house refer to as "The Incident". It's really rather comical now, but it wasn't at the time. Totally not in control of myself and that's something that NEVER happens to me. Totally went off topic there didn't I?

Anyway, it's like I get bored with some things. With others it's just that I don't want to deal. Some situations that can be ugly or have the potential of being ugly I have no desire to deal with. So, I just don't. I'm sure a lot of it is stress I put on the situation. I always think about the worst possible outcome. You know, to prepare myself. So sometimes I think about the worst possible outcome and to avoid that, I just opt out. Walk away, cut myself off. It's just easier that way. And I can very easily cut people out of my life. Just ask my mother. Hmmm, guess that'll have to be another blog in the near future huh?

I need to work on not psyching myself out and always assuming that the worst is going to happen. Now if only I could tell my brain to stop doing it. LOL So much easier said than done right? Maybe this blog will help with that. I'll get my anxiety out on here through words and see how that works. Hmmm, can't hurt right? Didn't think so.

Alright, I think that's all for right now. I may be back later and post more, I may not. Not sure what's on my agenda for today.