There's nothing I can do

I was talking to a friend of mine. We're very similar actually, share a lot of the same views and such. She informed me that I can never cut you out of my life. I can't just shut the door on the feelings that I have for you. She told me that I could try, but I would be unsuccessful. She's right.

She told me that once I love someone, I love them for life. Funny thing is that Wife M told me something along those same lines not too long ago. So, as stated in my last post, I could just go on secretly loving you. Guess that's what I'm going to do. I have to have you in my life. I hope that doesn't come across as too scary, but fact is that I have very very deep feelings for you and they will never change.

You're a very special person and very important and I hope you know just how special.