Can be a total bitch, but she does definitely serve a purpose. So I'm trying to live my life being both true to myself and treating others the way I would want to be treated. I was doing really well with all that and then lil bits of negativity started creeping in. Lil things that I allowed to bother me and then I would retaliate with a post on FB or something like that. No big deal right? I'm still following the Golden Rule and trying to do what I set out to do. I think I may have been wrong.
This last week has been a test of my new found stress management techniques. I've done well, but still have a long ways to go. When all this stuff started happening the first thing I thought was, what did I do wrong to deserve this. I really believe in Karma, can you tell? In thinking about what's been going on the only thing I could think of was the negativity that I was putting out. Even with what's been going on, I'm surrounded by great friends who are there to help and have offered help already.
So here's my thinking. Karma wanted to remind me that I was doing well, but still need a lil bit more work. With that said, no more negativity can be allowed in my life. I have to stop trying to change people and their opinions and just worry about my girls and the important people in my life. Karma will handle everything else.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
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