You know that old saying that when life closes a door it always opens up a window? That's kinda how it felt. Lemme splain. We all remember R right? The one from Mi that I loved but wasn't poly so nothing could ever happen. Well check this shit out.
The blog titled 2 weeks was about her. See, I would text R daily. Just a hello text usually, but some sort of text throughout the course of the day. This was because I wanted to AND because she asked me to.
Now, there would be times when I wouldn't hear from her, but I knew she was busy, plus I have my own life so I totally get it. But for two weeks I didn't hear a peep out of her. I got a mundane text after a week and a half of nothing from her. Then comes Super Bowl Sunday...
I posted my blog about the two weeks. No names, nothing like that. Not how I roll, ya know? I get a text from R asking what the blog was about. So, I told her. Well that didn't sit well with her. She told me that we are NOT a couple and we don't need to talk everyday. She knows that my feelings for her are more than just friendly and it's not healthy and she doesn't fucking appreciate being talked about on my blog.
My response...Ok, take care. And those were the last words I spoke to her. Someone that was a friend above all else. I've known R For just over 5 years and we've each been there for each other so I'm sad that things ended this way, but I also have no room in my life for drama.
About a week later I come across an ad from M. And the rest is as they say, history. Everything happens for a reason. I've always believed it, and this was just a small reminder of that.
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