I'm so very sorry. I fucked up and didn't mean to. I never wanted you to be upset at all, much less with me.
All I can say is I'm so very very sorry.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
BLAH!
Today started good. At least I think it did. I mean I didn't sleep all that well last night, but I can't remember being stressed or anything. Then the day started. Pretty much went downhill from there. So now I'm just in an annoyed mood. Sucks.
Been a rough week and today was just par for the course. Just gotta keep my head up and remember that everything happens for a reason. It's just that those reasons aren't always the ones you want to hear.
Been a rough week and today was just par for the course. Just gotta keep my head up and remember that everything happens for a reason. It's just that those reasons aren't always the ones you want to hear.
Monday, June 1, 2009
Helpless
I hate that you feel this way. I hate that there's nothing that I can do to make you smile or take the pain away. I hate that someone else can make your beautiful smile go away. If they only knew that they were doing.
I never want you to stop talking to me about your problems. I said it before and I'll say it again. I'll be here for as long as you'll let me be. I just hate when you hurt. You deserve to be happy and to be treated like a Queen. It'll happen.
I never want you to stop talking to me about your problems. I said it before and I'll say it again. I'll be here for as long as you'll let me be. I just hate when you hurt. You deserve to be happy and to be treated like a Queen. It'll happen.
Ahhhh...
This is what Monday's should be. A continuation of the weekend. Almost. The wife had a nice break this morning so she was home from about 9am until 2, and the gf called in sick to work. (Rough weekend...lol) It's nice to have everyone home.
I'm sure there are people out there that think we spend entirely too much time together. Hell, we've had those very same conversations. Wondering if we were nutty because unlike a lot of other couples that we know we don't really do anything apart. Except for work. (And if everything works out, then even that will change down the road...lol)
When we go someplace, it's expected that the three of us will be invited. If not, we don't go. We're extremely lucky that all of our friends are cool like that and are alright with inviting the three of us. Weddings, birthday parties, graduation parties, whatever. If you invite one, you know you gotta invite three. LOL Again, we've been very fortunate that we haven't had to worry about that aspect of our lives at all.
Hope everyone has a wonderful Monday. (Is that even possible?)
I'm sure there are people out there that think we spend entirely too much time together. Hell, we've had those very same conversations. Wondering if we were nutty because unlike a lot of other couples that we know we don't really do anything apart. Except for work. (And if everything works out, then even that will change down the road...lol)
When we go someplace, it's expected that the three of us will be invited. If not, we don't go. We're extremely lucky that all of our friends are cool like that and are alright with inviting the three of us. Weddings, birthday parties, graduation parties, whatever. If you invite one, you know you gotta invite three. LOL Again, we've been very fortunate that we haven't had to worry about that aspect of our lives at all.
Hope everyone has a wonderful Monday. (Is that even possible?)
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Happiness
I just want you to be happy. When I stop and think about it, that's really I want for you. Of course I would love for me to be able to be that person, but I know that will never be. That's ok. Like I said, so long as I'm a part of your life in some fashion, I'm ok. I mean that.
That's why I say I only want your happiness. If it can't be me, then I want it to be someone that can cherish you the way I can. Someone that can make you happy the way I can. Take care of you the way I can. I ultimately just want you to be happy.
I've said it for a while and I meant it. I'll always be here for you no matter what. You can always talk to me about anything you need, or want to. Call on me and I'll be here. I'll lay back in the shadows waiting for you to need me. Guess this is what Batman felt like.
When you smile I smile, when you cry I cry.
That's why I say I only want your happiness. If it can't be me, then I want it to be someone that can cherish you the way I can. Someone that can make you happy the way I can. Take care of you the way I can. I ultimately just want you to be happy.
I've said it for a while and I meant it. I'll always be here for you no matter what. You can always talk to me about anything you need, or want to. Call on me and I'll be here. I'll lay back in the shadows waiting for you to need me. Guess this is what Batman felt like.
When you smile I smile, when you cry I cry.
Friends
I bitch and moan about so many things. It's what I do. LOL But, one thing that I can't complain about is our friends. We have some of the most amazing people as friends in our lives. We're so blessed. As I get older, I realize how important those friendships are. How strong, and meaningful they can be. More so than when I was younger.
I have friends that I can go months without seeing, or even talking to, and when we pick up the phone, it's like no time whatsoever has passed. That's friendship. Friends that will give me the shirt off their backs if I asked for it. Friends that no matter what are always there for you in your time of need.
I cherish those friends so much. They are a small and select group which is why they're so valuable to me. They know who they are, and may or may not read this blog. Either way, thank you for being my friend and for letting me into your life. :)
I have friends that I can go months without seeing, or even talking to, and when we pick up the phone, it's like no time whatsoever has passed. That's friendship. Friends that will give me the shirt off their backs if I asked for it. Friends that no matter what are always there for you in your time of need.
I cherish those friends so much. They are a small and select group which is why they're so valuable to me. They know who they are, and may or may not read this blog. Either way, thank you for being my friend and for letting me into your life. :)
Friday, May 29, 2009
WOW
You ever been blown away by something that's happened? I mean to the point where you stop and question like...life?? LOL I had something like that yesterday. I won't go into details, because I don't need to, but WOW! That's really all I can say.
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