Life...

Is so very interesting isnt't it? I doubt that I'll ever understand it. How things work, why things happen and all that good stuff. I am a firm believer in everything happens for a reason. You don't always know what those reasons are right from the start, but I do believe that it's all supposed to happen the way it does. Just something that's always worked for me.

I also believe that people come into our lives in much the same fashion. For a reason. And you can't just think about those people that are close to you. You have to look at EVERYONE that you run into on a daily basis. Sometimes you stop and think, what the hell was that about. Then other times, you are hit right in the face with the reason as to why they were there.

Then there are those times when you have sudden flashes of insight. When you realize that what you were doing was indeed wrong, and not the right way to handle things. It's those lessons, when learned, that really make you wish that life came with a handbook or something like that to make it easier. You could just turn the page, and it would say...OK, Dan, this is what you have to do in a situation like this. But, alas, that doesn't happen does it. No such thing as a trusty handbook to tell you what to do. But then if we had that handbook, would we really be free to make our own decisions and learn? Nope. Not even a little bit. Guess why that handbook never went into publication.

If anyone happens to figure things out, let me know K?

Rain, rain, go away

This rain needs to go away. It's done nothing good for my mood, and I firmly believe it's the root of all evil. Anyway, I need sun, and bad. I hope that everyone has a good weekend.

I'm sorry

I'm so very sorry. I fucked up and didn't mean to. I never wanted you to be upset at all, much less with me.

All I can say is I'm so very very sorry.

BLAH!

Today started good. At least I think it did. I mean I didn't sleep all that well last night, but I can't remember being stressed or anything. Then the day started. Pretty much went downhill from there. So now I'm just in an annoyed mood. Sucks.

Been a rough week and today was just par for the course. Just gotta keep my head up and remember that everything happens for a reason. It's just that those reasons aren't always the ones you want to hear.

Helpless

I hate that you feel this way. I hate that there's nothing that I can do to make you smile or take the pain away. I hate that someone else can make your beautiful smile go away. If they only knew that they were doing.

I never want you to stop talking to me about your problems. I said it before and I'll say it again. I'll be here for as long as you'll let me be. I just hate when you hurt. You deserve to be happy and to be treated like a Queen. It'll happen.

Ahhhh...

This is what Monday's should be. A continuation of the weekend. Almost. The wife had a nice break this morning so she was home from about 9am until 2, and the gf called in sick to work. (Rough weekend...lol) It's nice to have everyone home.

I'm sure there are people out there that think we spend entirely too much time together. Hell, we've had those very same conversations. Wondering if we were nutty because unlike a lot of other couples that we know we don't really do anything apart. Except for work. (And if everything works out, then even that will change down the road...lol)

When we go someplace, it's expected that the three of us will be invited. If not, we don't go. We're extremely lucky that all of our friends are cool like that and are alright with inviting the three of us. Weddings, birthday parties, graduation parties, whatever. If you invite one, you know you gotta invite three. LOL Again, we've been very fortunate that we haven't had to worry about that aspect of our lives at all.

Hope everyone has a wonderful Monday. (Is that even possible?)

Happiness

I just want you to be happy. When I stop and think about it, that's really I want for you. Of course I would love for me to be able to be that person, but I know that will never be. That's ok. Like I said, so long as I'm a part of your life in some fashion, I'm ok. I mean that.

That's why I say I only want your happiness. If it can't be me, then I want it to be someone that can cherish you the way I can. Someone that can make you happy the way I can. Take care of you the way I can. I ultimately just want you to be happy.

I've said it for a while and I meant it. I'll always be here for you no matter what. You can always talk to me about anything you need, or want to. Call on me and I'll be here. I'll lay back in the shadows waiting for you to need me. Guess this is what Batman felt like.

When you smile I smile, when you cry I cry.